I'm Shameless...

[colette]

Well I'm shamemeless when it comes to loving you
I'll do anything you want me to
I'll do anything at all

And I'm standing here for all the world to see
Oh baby, that's what's left of me
Don't have very far to fall

You know now I'm not a man who's ever been
Insecure about the world I've been living in
I don't break easy, I have my pride
But if you need to be satisfied

I'm shameless, oh honey, I don't have a prayer
Every time I see you standin' there
I go down upon my knees

And I'm changing, swore I'd never compromise
Oh, but you convinced me otherwise
I'll do anything you please

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Slow, sleepy strides were slightly labored as Colette moved towards the dorm. Lids draped over her dark chocolate optics, her slender physique sinking lower in her hoodie. Her gaze froze on her watch. Midnight. Yes, Colette remembered countless late nights with this, her arm draped over Audi's neck, her face hidden in the tufts of his dark mane.

She moved at possibly a slower pace down the hallway, her slender fingers wrapping around the knob, silhoutte pushed nonchalantly against the dark wood, a yawn escaping her lips. She glared at the cots. What did they want with her? To wrap her in their caring arms, to kiss her goodnight? Yeah, sure, whatever. Her backpack, which had been sloppily draped over her right shoulder slipped down her arm, off her wrist as she pulled roughly at the quickly-assembled bun atop her head.

She waved her head with yet another yawns, her hands trailing down her face as the rubber of the ponytail holder settled onto her right hand wrist. She collapsed onto that dreaded cot as she roughly unzipped her Jans Sport, pulling out her piles of clothing and sorting it lazily. She pulled aside a pair of pajama pants, a fresh pair of socks that weren't drenched in rain water and mud, and her toothbrush and face wash.

She hurried off to the bathroom, preparing herself for the night which she knew she wouldn't survive. She hadn't seen Audi for days, and hurried, putting pictures of him on her own personal bookcase along with her jewelry in her box. She sighed, pulling out her art notebook, sketching one of her countless drawings of Audacity.

You see in all my life I've never found
What I couldn't resist, what I couldn't turn down
I could walk away from anyone I ever knew
But I can't walk away from you

I have never let anything have this much control over me
I work too hard to call my life my own
I have never let anything have this much control over me
I work too hard to call my life my own
And I've made myself a world and it's worked so perfectly
But it's your world now, I can't refuse
I've never had so much to lose
Oh, I'm shameless

You know it should be easy for a man who's strong
To say he's sorry or admit when he's wrong
I've never lost anything I've ever missed
But I've never been in love like this

It's out of my hands

I'm shameless, I don't have the power now
I don't want it anyhow
So I got to let it go

Oh, I'm shameless, shameless as a man can be
You make a total fool of me
I just wanted to you to know

Oh, I'm shameless, I just wanted you to know
Oh, I'm shameless, Oh, I'm down on my knees... shameless[/i][/center][/size]